Yes, i must.

I'm only happy around my friends. I tried to stay strong as possible infront of everybody, but i can't. I'm extremely tired already, with life. And i'm only strong with my friends around. Inside, i'm dying. I'm hurting. I'm stabbing myself. I've failed in life, i really did. I hate everything about myself. Everything, yes. Am not attention seeking or whatever, i'm not trying to get attention from ppl because i know. Nobody or less people read my blog. It's okay. This is how i feel and i hope the whole world knows. I hope the world would be able to understand me. I wish my parents, friends, everybody i know would understand what i'm going through. Now i'm finding someone who's in the same boat as me. I've got a lot of reasons to be sad and some of them is never shared by anyone. Don't blame me for being sad over little things. But yes, i hate my insecurities. They're eating me up. Now i need a hug, i just need one =(