I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.

And i feel like this every single time. I hate myself for being always this emotional. The truth is, i wanted to be okay again but i just can't find the strength to pick myself up. It's me. I don't want anybody's help to help me up I just need someone who can make me happy again.