day 01, your bestfriend.

Rachel and Felly.

This two annoying bitches here is the only two person i love the most and always stand a place in my heart. Eventhough we fight, and even if you both hurt me alot of times. I'll still love you both. Thanks for being there for me when i need both of you and thanks alot, yes alot, for not giving up on me. I know i'm very very very sensitive but yes that's what i am. I push people away when i needed them the most. Thanks for holding on. Thanks for being the people i need when there's nobody else left. Thanks for still being together even after that incident. Thanks for being patient with me all the time. Thanks for understanding me when nobody else does. Thanks for everything. You both are like eclipse. Appear very rarely in a human's life. And i'm the lucky human to get to know both of you :-)

Angel.

Best, most treasured cyber friend ever. Eventhough, she's just cyber. She understands everything and i can tell her everything. She and the other two above, 4 of us can make one clan. Hahaha :) This girl here, always experience the same thing as me and it seems like she's the only one i can contradict my life with. She knows my pain and i know hers. She's online 24/7, me too, i think lol. So she's there whenever i need her. I hope it same goes to her. Angel. I'm sorry if i hurt you or whatever, or i'm not there for you whenever you need me. All i wanna say is i'm thankful i met someone like you. Someone whom i could share my problems with without hesitation. I'm really glad i met you, even though it's through cyber. Still, i get to know and talk to you. When we're big i shall bring my 2 bestfriends meet you and we can become one big family :D Hehehe.

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Okay, day 01 complete. It's still 11:24pm on a thursday. Not too late huh? :) I'll spend tomorrow to study. Two more days and it's the last day of the 19th nco course! Sad eh ): Will miss my hotel platoon very much. Okay wadeva still can meet them in the future haha.

So today, at first i was sad. Then i was happy. And now i was sad again. Even though it's not the person i expected it to be, still. I sense something good. Like really something good. Some people might think i'm crazy but for now you know what? I'm only trusting myself. Yes my ownself. Which means i only listen to myself. Not other people. Ok? Haha ok bye.