22 October 2010

Rain rain come today, make the haze go away ):


You turn my beautiful dream into a nightmare.

I'm disappointed with my results, yes, disappointed. The first paper i got was Geography followed by Chemistry. I got horrible marks for both papers but i'm cool with it, because i know i did my best in both of that subject. I never passed science, never ever. Well for Geography, i did studied but it turned out to be like this. Oh well, why would i care, i'm taking history next year. English was next and the marks were horrible. I failed every part of it. I just couldn't believe it okay. How could i failed English. Fuck summary and also comprehension. Comprehension marks were really horrible. After that i had no mood to check my overall marks for the papers after that. And i'm really upset with my Malay p2. 29.5/70? What the fuck is this, shikin. Well, i'm not interested in the results i got this time, all it matters now is my overall marks. Would i be able to make it for Sec 3? If i can't i'm going to kill myself. And if i drop, i don't know what to say anymore. I just hope i'll pass english for the overall, please )-:
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Okay shall stop rambling about results. Shikin soooo emo hahaha -_- Okay so nowadays i've been rotting at home. This whole week attended school 1 out of 3 days only :b Heh heh heh. Someone just called me.
Him: "Did you attend school today?"
Me: "No"
Him: "Did you attend cca today?"
Me: "Obviously not."
Him: "Okay then you must provide a parents letter. Thank you very much."
Me: "K bye."
Haha so dumbbbb. It doesn't even sound like Mr Yiu or Sir Nasiruddin or whoever in my CCA. How weird. So tomorrow i'm going out like finally to watch movie. Hmm, child's eye maybe? Or EatPrayLove. Or maybe cerita keling dohh. Hahahaha. Okay so i am a happy girl cause someone is back in my life. :-) And i know that even he ignores me for a very long time he'll come back to me on fine day. This is why. I can't move on, last time. I guess. Heee. Okay so. I'm done now, bye.

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