I want to fucking die right this minute.

First brother, i made him cry. Second sister, i made her angry. Third mother, idk what did i do.

Everybody's so pissed at me, and of course the other way round too. I've no other place to express. Idk why i'm so aggressive today. I'm sorry but every small thing people do makes me angry. I'm so fucking angry, so fucking pissed at everyone in this world. I wanna jump off the building right this fucking minute. The tears in my eyes can't seem to stop. I fucking hate my life. I fucking hate everyone in my life. I fucking hate them. I mean it okay? Don't tell me to say "Oh, then me? You hate me too?" Don't you dare ask me that because when i say everyone, yes everyone on this earth. Fuck life, fuck everything. I wish i could go to bed and cry right now but i can't. Sister's there and i don't want to face her. Just now was the first ever time i scolded her vulgar directly. After the fight, mum came back and made me angry, again. Not locking the door is my fault, huh? I didn't even hold the keys today, i didn't even go out. I stayed at home so be thankful. I just wanted a happy family, i just wanted a happy family who will accept me for who i am. )': Tell me what i should do now, i can't stop crying. After month of not crying, i finally let it out. I thought i was living a great life, but today totally turned everything upside down. I want to fucking die.