Ugh.

Idk whether to hold on or not. Sometimes i thought i had enough, and i feel like letting you go. But i'm gonna miss you and feel empty like how i used to. Your so sensitive, d'you know that? You keep saying sorry, but do you really mean it. I mean really. Sometimes thinking about you makes me wanna cry. You only want everything to go your own way. What about me? Have you ever thought about me? I don't think so. If you think you're a boy and everything you do is right, think again. I wonder if i should trust you. Because if i do, i'm afraid it would all be a lie. Grrgh, stop making me doubt you.

Howdy! I spent my whole Saturday at home, onlining. Shitz. My CA marks are atrocious! And i'm gonna start studying next week. BGI's tomorrow, my uniform is not ironed yet and my boots are not polished. I must get it polished tonight! I'm soso gonna get tanned tomorrow :( Somebody's not replying my text because i replied him 10-minutes late with a 'Lol.' Ha. I miss Angelica and alot of people whom i've been missing. Despite the fact that next week is September Holiday, it's gonna be a really hectic week for me. I cannot believe that Raya is just less than a week! HEHE. Can't wait. I can't wait for tomorrow, really. :D Okay luh, bye!