24 August 2010

What do you really want?


I'm not running away from reality but this is what i actually wanted so why aren't you happy for me? I know that you experienced a lot . I'm always there for you, but are you? Think again. I think i'm doing a whole lot more good deed for you than you to me. I feel so used and stupid. I don't even know what to do. And you. When are you going to reveal yourself? Geeez, don't tell me your doing this to every girl you knew. What a stupid world, what a clumsy human i am. I don't even know what i'm doing and i hope one day someone could shake me and wake me up. I don't know what to do. And yeah, i'm trying real hard to study because the same person who hurt me alot, lied to me, faked to me, the one whom alot of people i know hated, actually motivated me to study. I wanna succeed just like the person itself. :) Goodbye.

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