have you.

In life. Have you ever felt like killing yourself, and couldn't help but cry, but a few hours later you'll be fine? Have you ever felt how it feels like to have somebody you love, loving somebody else more? Have you ever wondered if you would ever be able to find the perfect one day, and has been dying to know who and when? Have you ever felt like killing somebody whom insulted you directly in the face but that very moment, you can't do anything because your really hurt? Have you ever felt like your somehow used? Have you ever felt what it feels like to treat someone real good and what they did in return was bullshit? Have you ever felt jealousy, where other girls are much more prettier than you? Yet they deny. Have you ever felt how it feels like to be lonely? This is life and i'm experiencing this hard fight. So many doubts unclear but i just want one question answered.

why me?