Dear mum.

I love you but you make me cry each day and night. I don't know what do you expect from me. I want you to know that you can't change me and unfortunately you have to accept me for who i am. I really can't change. I hate it when you care about sister and brother more than me. You come find me only when needed, for example. Choosing because i had the sense of style. I always lied to you, because i knew how you would react when telling you the truth. And i know you found out that i cut, but you did nothing. I know you saw the scars, but yeah, you did nothing too. Do you know how it feels like when someone confiscated something precious from you? No you don't. And you don't even give us(including daddy) freedom. I don't know what you really want. But you changed, alot. Yeah, and daddy. I wish you voice could be lowered down sometimes because your normal voice freak us out. This is the reason i always get out from bed late everyday just to avoid myself from seeing you. I hate it when you asked me to do things which you could have done too. You know what makes life complicated? Parents, yeah, really.

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School is tomorrow, i don't know whether i should be happy or not. Homework incomplete. I think i'm going to do the summary only. I hate my life, very much. :/