goodbye.

What's happening in my life? I can't take this any more. Family, friends, love. Why must you all always hint on me? Why me, always me? And i have to always give in. People say, don't give up, keep striving. But how long must i wait. I am tired, really tired. Friends? Everything is corrupted now. I followed the one who understand me the most. And the others? They didn't even notice me. I don't know what i did till i offend them or something. But i really want you guys to get together again. Well for love? I've got nothing left to say. Everything sucks. And now. I only got, Angel. To talk to. And yes, sometimes Saeeda. But mostly Angel. I've been crying almost every day and night. I'm not strong. I know everything's gonna be okay. But then, the next day it restarts again. Where's the silver lining? And yeah, everyone's so sad nowadays. Can't you get any better, 2010? I feel so sorry for the people around me. I don't want to die. I just want everything to be easier.