help me

I believed the lie after knowing the truth, anyway.

Hi. Today was okay, yeah boring, ): Literature, did test. I never study, shit man. I forgotten to study and i never bring my book, tsk. I feel so guilty for myself, lol. Then it was Maths, got back Maths Class Test. A short one, three questions. I got 2/10. Very good right? Highest was 6. Lowest was 0, and many got 0. Awesome or what sia 2D? Then it was recess. Ate and blabla. Then it was Art. Did cubism, :D There was a new teacher. And everybody says that she's racist. O.O Not sure. Then it was Physics. Got back Conversion test, got 3/10. I don't understand Conversion laaaah. ): After that was MT, damn. Mendak nak mampos. Did Kefahaman test. I hope i can get good results for this because basically i failed both my Bahagian A&B. 14/34. Baik. Pray hard my Karangan won't be that bad. Then aft school, me and Fel accompanied Ahboii go Ayie's house to take boots. Ring ring knock knock, never open door. We did something there, k shh. Should have took the Red Puma one manzxc, lawaaa siaa. Then at Tunnel, Ahboii smoked and then went in school. To the toilet then waited for bus. 2 fucking 913E passed. And no 913 was in sight. Alas, 913 came, but the bus damn small. Those 882 type. Then i went home, and Fel&Ahboii continued to bus journey to LinkHouse to lepak. I dowanna lepak because why? I want to study. Haha but when i got home i found out that i had no books. Baiiiik. So i sleep. Slept until 7.30 Woke up, watch TV till 8 then mummy came back with KFC. I thought it's gonna be a celebration or what. Oh yea, today is my Daddy's Birthday :] Ate, then went onlined. Angel won't online today (heartbreak). So i just shall entertain myself. Bye! (: Anw, i didn't bring my phone today and when i got back i got 5 fucking miss calls lawl!

*Last but not least, I wish my daddy a very prosperous and joyous birthday. :D

i know i've been a very bad daughter to you but you know that whatever happens you will always be my daddy. i swear life wouldn't have been so much fun without you. without you, i wouldn't have known how lucky am i to have a daddy like you. and if i've got a problem, you'll be there for me to protect me as a life saver. no matter what happens, you know that i will always love you. and when i grow up, i promise to take care of you as long as i could. i love both of you and mummy. sorry for all the troubles i caused you. i didn't mean to hurt you. i love you so much.