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I am so upset now. Suddenly. Well basically, it's cause of love. I don't know. It's just very hard. I want someone to talk to. I need someone to tell me they need me. I need someone to tell me they love me. I need someone to tell me they care for me. And i need them to mean everything they say. I need them to prove to me that actions speak louder than words. I need them. I'm lonely. I'm devastated. I feel like crying. I feel like tearing my heart into pieces. I feel like blowing up. I feel everything that is worst in your life! Yes i'm ranting. I never did say i'm giving up, but i feel like! What's the motive of my life, what do i live for. I miss my tagboard going chaotic because of the unknown tagger, truthfully. And eventually it was all a lie! Ugh. I feel like, ugh. I can't find words to make you all understand! I need someone that really cares.. perhaps someone in reality. I need to hug them tightly and cry on their shoulder. I'm tired! :'( I know that there are unexpected readers reading my blog, i need someone to talk to. NOW NOW. But by the time i'm okay people will then come talk to me. Haishhhh. I need someone who's there to talk to me, 24/7. Someone.. just someone. Someone, different. ):

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