fuck you la.

I don't have the pictures. so let me just blog about it k. I got angry at many things today. Tsk -.- Many people la. MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE CLOSE TO ME UH. Last time je. K, talk about ECP overnight thingy first.

Day 1.

After offlining, siap, then daddy sent us to ECP. We droved here and there, finding the place they all are. Finally found, then reached. Changed then teros masok air. HAHAHA! Then swim for like 2 hours, go on shore, changed, then saw the others reached. Yay. I was like can't be bothered, because cousins, my age forgot me already. Cause i don't like them uh, shh. HAHA. Then we barbequed and stuffs. I actually forgot what happened. Ok then around 9+, Erna asked us out, go jetty. So we walked there. Then take picture all, Nabilah slept so i had to carry her all the way from Jetty to the toilet there. PENAT!!! K then, i donno what happened. Around 12, they hear mj12. HAHA, Ate bbq chicken and all. Beh dah penat, tido.

Day 2.

Woke up, and saw so little people aje. I asked where are the rest, someone answered, they all go mandi laut alr. I was like WTF?! It's only 7. like 6.45 like that. Wtf sia, hahaha. Then brushed teeth. Then went down, saw them. then ard, 8. i go down, swim with mirah. HHA, got times we go up and eat uh, then swim back.Then swim until want rian, so go back. Then changed. Hurhur, then rain!! Wooosh -.- Eat and stuffs, then talktalktalk. All had fun uh, best ah. :] Then we waited for the rain to stop. OUR tent, was damn soaking wet already. LOL. Then waited till the rain to stop, ate and stuffs. Then sfelt sleepy, so i slept. Slept for awhole uh. Then, wait till lorry come. We took lorry. Suddenly, i wawan say got water leaking. Then my pants kena alr, but dont care lol. Otw home, kak chu disturbed the banglahs lol! Reached Sembawang, tros run to the toilet change. Then bid goodbye, ate maggi. :D Then onlined. Online but nak tido. So onlined then offlined, then tido.

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Just now went jemputan at Bedok. Sedap sia the nasi briyani. :D Then suddenly got some matmat motor tangkap attention lol. Zoom there zoom here, ishishish. K then went back. At home, ate again lol. Lapar la. Text people and then onlined. Now onlined. K. Uh.

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really i'm tired.

tell me i need to leave to get away from everything.

2010 is just another 4 more days. why won't you all let go?

it's all just a misunderstanding. but it has all gone too much.

i can't hold on longer. someday i'll leave. because i need to.

Expressing here is like somekind of an attention seeker so i'll just update my rusty private blog goodbye.