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Hi, there's nothing much happened today. Maybe going shopping @ Yishun with Mama to buy camping materials. But don't know? Who's going for SJAB Camp? Tag me, thanks (:
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No, i never wanted anything. I know i'm like, very whatever. Yeah i admit, i was sensitive. I just realized, yesterday. When fuad told me, i was Sensitive over small things. I realized, it was quite true though. Yeah, i admit, i'm jealous. Me and her, were just friends to you. Yeah, but i don't understand why she gets more attention then i do. Yeah, yesterday. I leaved the conversation, because i think, i really was not there. I was invinsible. Yeah so i left. And i thought, when i left, you all would add me up and ask what's wrong. LIKE YOU ALWAYS DO. But this time, i was hurt because you didn't. I even plurked, expressing out my feelings. But you all didn't notice that. And what hurts me more is, you can still plurk the names you gave each other. I feel very left out you know? I feel like a spare tyre. When the other she fight with you, you come find me. And now, this she gets your attention, you tend to forget about me. Yeah, leave me alone. And i remember you saying that talking on the phone with this she is very fun. Yeh, infact, VERY VERY FUN. Okay, so from today onwards or yesterday i won't disturb you when you're having fun with people okay? I suck, yes i know. I can't see people happy. And you don't even notice me, until, they were both offline. Wow, they offline then come find me? :O Thanks for everything. Ah, you're a good friend. A really good friend. I'm the bad one. I should be the one saying sorry. Yeah, so. I'm sorry. I admit it was all my fault. Everytime you sad, is all my fault. Right? Hate me for all i care, and it's like. I'm standing in Diya's shoe right now. So Diya, you're not the only one. I am feeling what you felt on your post. And yes i am, crying now. (: