why love hurts when it's the sweetest thing that has ever happened to you.

I broke my promise on not getting sad. I know it's crazy. I mean, humans do have different feelings right. But, i'm pushing myself hard. I'm trying to be happy everyday. But fail to do so. Sigh. Why does love hurts, when it's the most sweetest thing that ever happened to me, you, everyone! I wish i can see my future so i can be prepared for anything. But everything sucks, how to prepare. I am so bored right now. Doing nothing except habboing which is bored to the max. And there's just some people who love hurting me. Hmm.. so basically today i spent the whole day rotting at home. I don't know where to go. I mean, can i ._. Hm. I wanna go out. I wanna go East Coast again! But this time perhaps with 1D? Wouldn't that be great. Oh and i miss 1D, ): . Plan outing soon, i hope so. I am so bored right now. Nothing interesting is coming up this days. Because i'm rotting at home. ): Someone actually breaks my heart saying something something. I promise not to get near love. Oh like i wouldn't.