noone understand me.

i've no idea, why i'm feeling like this right now. i'm very sad. rhyna is sad, diya is worried. and i bet there's more. plus, i'm sad too. i don't know why. everything around me is crushing. i'm invinsible. plus you came back to my life, it's an again step. i wish i could die. i wish i could leave this world in peace. i'm so distracting. i'm unlucky, i'm different. i'm not you all. something mummy said, earlier on about the thing in the bus, really distract me. i don't want to be like this. anw, who wants? i never ask anything from god. why me, oh god, why me.......... i'm so unlucky. i'm always there for people, and people were always ther for me. but noone, noone understands me. i wish i had a twin to rely on. but i had none when everybody does. i don't rock, i suck big time. shikin, dream on. you suck.