i want to die.

Daddy and mummy, i'm sorry. Though i doubt you will read this. I'm really sorry. Daddy, thanks for waking me up. Your words yesterday really reflects me on how much i changed throughout this Secondary life. I'll try to change. And i have to sacrifice for you both. I know, you all depend on me. Because i'm in the Express stream. Thanks for giving me a second chance. I will try to study. I really would. But your punishments for me were really to hard. First, i can't text and call people too much that is so noway? Why can't i huh? And hello, i don't even have a boyfriend except that i'm crushing. I'm just texting Rhyna and other people because i am bored. It's my life, so you don't even have to bother who i'm texting. Second, i can't online too much? I'm bored and it's the holidays! Grand-daddy bought me this lappie for me to study but it's the holidays, what do i have to study, you tell me? Some of your words aren't true. You said you won't talk about this if you passed studies, like HUH? Daddy, you only reach till P6 and stopped schooling. And you don't even know what it's like to be in Secondary school. I kept quiet and cried, because why, i respect both of you. I love both of you so much but you thought, i hate you. And again i ask you, why won't you trust me? You want me to transfer when i don't want. Well, if i really can't succeed the next year, the first semester, i had to endure @ Canberra. Because that is what you really wanted but if i failed again, don't blame me because it's your choice. Mummy saw that i studied for Biology really hard during the exam period. I studied but i don't understand. I don't even understand what this chapter is all about. I'm sorry, i admit that i didn't pay attention and the teachers of WSS(some) sucks. Maybe transferring to Canberra is a good way but i dont want! Very paiseh you know, new kid in school. :( Though there's Hilda and KechykDegiiilz. It will never be the same. The bonding i made in WoodlandsSec and CanberraSec will never be the same. My life will totally change. I'm sorry, love. And maybe the easiest way is to roll ontop of the rooftop from out of the window and then bang!, i'll die.
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Mark my words and the last sentence, it may be true.
And i'll be blogging whenever i feel like it.
I can only be happy on the happiest moment like yesterday's conf, lol.
Bye.
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Olivia ; Okay sure.
Felly ; Rindu kaw pon, sigh.
Franky ; No okay. And sure and invite me.