21 November 2009

fuck life :)

Hello! Today is a boring day. Yeah. But i did went out. At least ._. So in the morning woke up and ate breakfast! :D Then went back home @ Woodlands. Bathed and all. Went to CWP with sister to meet mummy. Meet her at JohnLittle and walk around. Then we go Metro and walk around also ._. Then we went Watsons! :D So many chocolates ! I got banned four times today? HAHA. I'm so pro lor. I play play at 2. Then suddenly banned because i say 'i wanna rhape you' . Yesterday i sang Starstrukk lyrics ._. Push it baby push it baby out of control, i got my gun cocked tight and i'm ready to blow. KEKEKEKEKE. Daddy sent us back Sembawang and i came online. Unbanned, yay! And got banned again 20 minutes later because i said cock ._. Pro right! Then play until 7.39, unbanned! Playplay, banned again because i say something about MODs. And oh, during this waiting of unbanning my account, i used my clone and my clone got banned too because i saying about MODs. :) Ha, id you don't understand shut up? Cheynolafake! And today i'm freeee again. ^-^Ha. Then suddenly ard 8, i had to come down. My uncle ah, tsk! Then he lecture about something something. When i came back jay is gone! ): I hope he'll come back later ^-^ Okay, i'm bored now. And i'm waiting for my main to unban. It's so bored without people who use to be in my fl not in my fl ): Okay, i'm talking habbo language here! Today is just so awesome because i got banned 4 times ._. ! Okay, i'm bored. I shall post something, about whatever i'm thinking today.

You all don't have to control my life. I am a human. A human who needs privacy and a time of my own. You all are controlling my life, you know that. And i had this. First you stole my freedom. You stole my rights on meeting friends and others and meet the world. Second, you stole my happiness. Everytime, you don't care about me. So i decided not to bother. But then, you told me i didn't care about the family. When at the first place you actually didn't give me love and care, and everything that a daughter wants. Worst of all, you didn't trust me. You never did trust me, right? I ever brought up the word trust and you went quiet. So it's true, you don't like me and you don't trust me. And you're blaming me for everything i do :> Unfair! See other kids? When i talked about this girl, you told me i'm like her. I rebel. So are you telling me that sitting in my bedroom all day long is rebellious? Tsk. Seriously, i need to have freedom. You all can't control me. Everybody is saying, this usb cable is sister's. Ok fine, why did you buy me a notebook. If i know all this would happen. I would go to Sembawang park and go diving and drown myself, better. You don't trust me. You don't give me freedom and all the things that a young adult wants. You don't fulfill my wants, i won't fulfill your dreams of me to be your good daughter. Okay. I'm fucked up with this family. Stupid piece of shit.

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