siaosiao.

Hi, didn't attend school today again. LOL. I know you'll be like, HUH? AGAIN? -.- You know why? Let me tell you one story. Today morning shikinshygirl- woked up and receive 3 messages. 2 from FellyEstrella and one from AffieyTores and they said they were not coming. So i spammed their inbox, and plead them to come because i wanted to go to shool so badly because i miss A. :( God, and then i decided not to go, so i will go tomorrow. And it will be my last day. AND YOU KNOW, IF I DROPPED KAN, I WILL TRANSFER TO CANBERRA WHICH IS MACAM WHAT THE HELL FUCK YOU -.- So basically, the reason i didn't come to school is, my babes ditched me:( Actually i need to come to give ArtFile but whatever huh? -.- And tomorrow's my last day. Sighs! And tomorrow around 4 i'm leaving Singapore. If you're guessing why. I'm setting off to Germany to study there. Gosh! ----------- Okay fake, just to Malaysia for family Matters. Ew, and i'm continuing to make my skin okay ? So yeah, wait, three cheers for five years by mayday parade is fucking meaningful to me and it's exactly how i'm feeling and i wish i could shout this to him and and, i wish everybody would feel what i feel and it fucking hurts. I tell you.

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby
For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember now
Sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
How does he feel, how does he kiss
How does he taste while he's on your lips
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you
I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to

Only god knows how am i feeling and how much i missed you.

I missed the comfort and laughters and your voice.

I miss everything but now it's already gone.

And it's so fast.............................

I miss you so much, f.