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Yesterday was okay?! Went to Cik Nora's house then buka together. Everybody was there. Abang Yamin was so damn tall! WTH. Like gala, LOL :X Then got two bangalas joined us, as known as anak buah cik rahman. x] K then that time, i alr wanted to cry. So i cant tahan so i cried. Pat dalam bilik luh ._. K then blah, we went to Vista Point and buy the ice cream, the magic donno what. Then to Vista Park, made one big round. Then went back home. Then blahblah, we went back.

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Dear someone,

Im sorry if i had cause you alot of hurt and dissapointment. To your precious close friend too, alright? ( Anw you, i dont have balls. I only got pussy (: ) I don't know if i should give up on you. Because what you do is hurt me every single day and left me crying and crying. No, i still love you like it was the first time. Well, i'm not saying that you're forcing me to love you. I feel bad when you easily say ' That's your problem. You want me back again, gain trust in me. ' It's easy for you to say that. Trust, seems like a strong word to you huh. But now i ask you, do you trust me like how you want me to trust you? No. I don't see it. And you're asking me to trust you, how great. Am i the only one who needs to do the job while you sit there watching and waiting? You. Don't. Care. What. You. Say. You don't care what i feel. Your words, are they showing that you still 'love' and 'care' for me? You're always complaining that you are dissapointed in me. Oh why? Im doing my own things. Right, jealous. Jealousy kills me. Hey, won't you be jealous when i post about this boy, expressing my love towards him. Worst, it's he himself posting on my blog and i post on his. This is what i feel. If you don't feel jealous, that's your problem. I didn't mean to sound rude. But you did, so why can't i? I did treat people equally. I didn't treat you like a pile of sh*t. Okay? Trust me, yeah, TRUST. You didn't talk to me, what do you expect? You say i don't care about you, what did i do? It's just what you think. I didn't think that. Nobody thinks that. She? She even mention that maybe we're not together for the better. Yes, i said maybe. But she said it though. Though it's maybe. Now, the whole point is, i don't understand you. You said you (L) me. What did you do? You hurt me with those sharp words, they cut deep down me. I love you so, i love you enough to let you go. Go away ~