i dont know. i hate life. seriously. sometimes i feel like killing myself. whats the point of living actually? nothing better to do? i might as well end my life. so everything's ahead of me is clean, woosh! just like that. the challenges that were meant for me to face were so hard. you dont know. urgh, i might smile, as if im happy, every single day but you all dont even know what problems im facing! ugh. you know what, i've lost 2 e-xlink cards. me and my brother, and my fam all hates me! why? they dont let me this, dont let me that. bebual pon, tsk. then, my daddy's not fair k! he's there when i just switched on the comp and he accused me of using the computer so long alr when i just got back from school? -_- and how am i gonna face this? i flunked my subjects, i mean, ALLLL! and my family's gonna hate me more! ugh. i need help, i cannot face all of this myself. and being ignored, all! my life's miserable! i wanna quit habbo, i need to quit habbo, but i cant. because? too addictive. eeeeee. i will k, one day. i need to study. somebody, plsplspls, teach me BIO. i swear i dont even understand a single thing, about BIOLOGY. :( i flunked my malay, like woahhhhhhhhhh! what's with 2009, you suck. i want 2010 to be a good year and come fast, psspss. comecome :( help me with these hard life, it's too hard, i cant take it. D:
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