God, today was a bad day, a real bad one.
Firstly, i went back home alone because i dont know where all the mambangs went to.
Secondly, i didn't bring my house key to go back to my house.
Thirdly, i didn't know where my English file is and when i called mummy her phone was dead.
Fourthly, i waited for mummy so long that i was so tired of standing.
Fifthly, i look so retarded today. I mean, after schoooooool. Otw home/sembawang.
Sixthly, mummy forgot me and took the bus and left me alone on MRT station.
Sevenly, i'm still worrying about my English file because i didn't know where i put and im so gonna be dead tomorrow.
Eightly, i havent even complete my sajak. Malay homework, i dont even know how to fuck it was done D:
That's the end, but not the end.
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From today onwards, i'll TRY, i'll PROMISE i'll TRY to study every single day.
And ignore computer, IGNORE COMPUTERS.
Oh so impossible, but like i said, i'll TRY.
I need to make subjects i hate loved by me.
But how? I need to study.
I don't wanna my future to be crushed like a piece of paper thrown inside a bin.
I'm crushing in Maths. And Bio, no surprise.
I need a phone, and mum promised me one if i did my exams with wonderful colours.
Geography rocks inside out.
Maths, i'll just need a little bit more practice.
I'm gonna use the textbook, heee.
Ok done.
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Firstly, i went back home alone because i dont know where all the mambangs went to.
Secondly, i didn't bring my house key to go back to my house.
Thirdly, i didn't know where my English file is and when i called mummy her phone was dead.
Fourthly, i waited for mummy so long that i was so tired of standing.
Fifthly, i look so retarded today. I mean, after schoooooool. Otw home/sembawang.
Sixthly, mummy forgot me and took the bus and left me alone on MRT station.
Sevenly, i'm still worrying about my English file because i didn't know where i put and im so gonna be dead tomorrow.
Eightly, i havent even complete my sajak. Malay homework, i dont even know how to fuck it was done D:
That's the end, but not the end.
-------------
From today onwards, i'll TRY, i'll PROMISE i'll TRY to study every single day.
And ignore computer, IGNORE COMPUTERS.
Oh so impossible, but like i said, i'll TRY.
I need to make subjects i hate loved by me.
But how? I need to study.
I don't wanna my future to be crushed like a piece of paper thrown inside a bin.
I'm crushing in Maths. And Bio, no surprise.
I need a phone, and mum promised me one if i did my exams with wonderful colours.
Geography rocks inside out.
Maths, i'll just need a little bit more practice.
I'm gonna use the textbook, heee.
Ok done.
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I never meant to start a war.
You know i never wanna hurt you.
Dont even know what we're fighting for.
Why does love always feel like a Battlefield?
The words kept playing in my mind.
The more i sang, the mor i remember you.
Oh, why you're so hard to forget?
You meant nothing to me. But why are you so bright in my mind.
You said we just need to be friends, but what do i get.
I got ignored, and you treated me as a foe.
Sometimes i'm afraid to fall in love.
Because once we had the one we wanted, we'll know it will end terribly.
I miss you so much, i miss the comfort you gave me.
Sometimes i thought of beggin you, but it was just like a waste of my life.
I thought i'd love you forever, but forever is over.
You know i never wanna hurt you.
Dont even know what we're fighting for.
Why does love always feel like a Battlefield?
The words kept playing in my mind.
The more i sang, the mor i remember you.
Oh, why you're so hard to forget?
You meant nothing to me. But why are you so bright in my mind.
You said we just need to be friends, but what do i get.
I got ignored, and you treated me as a foe.
Sometimes i'm afraid to fall in love.
Because once we had the one we wanted, we'll know it will end terribly.
I miss you so much, i miss the comfort you gave me.
Sometimes i thought of beggin you, but it was just like a waste of my life.
I thought i'd love you forever, but forever is over.
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sometimes i fil like endin lyfe? wats de use of livin?
with all tiz kind of hurtz.
why o why, must lyfe b cruel.
i juz dun understand......
I fil like im de unluckiest persen eva on earth.
god, forgive mi fo ol mai rong doings.
i fil like startin afrech, but wher 2 start?
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I'm feeling devasted and worried of what's happening today, and tomorrow, and the years later.
I started to think about what my future will be like.
I started to think about him.
I started to think about, life, love, family and friends.
They're so precious to me.
I do appreciate it, but do they?
sometimes i fil like endin lyfe? wats de use of livin?
with all tiz kind of hurtz.
why o why, must lyfe b cruel.
i juz dun understand......
I fil like im de unluckiest persen eva on earth.
god, forgive mi fo ol mai rong doings.
i fil like startin afrech, but wher 2 start?
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I'm feeling devasted and worried of what's happening today, and tomorrow, and the years later.
I started to think about what my future will be like.
I started to think about him.
I started to think about, life, love, family and friends.
They're so precious to me.
I do appreciate it, but do they?
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