Gah.

Today i was a goodgirl. Heeeeeee. Today went to school, and blah, i received a five dollars(: From my grandpa lah, -_- Beh it was LAB and blahblah. KeYang banyak complain uh niarie, gosh! Beh atlast die kener mrh, hahahaha! K then it was Geog, did our group work, gerek ooooi! ;B And i bring back the board, which i carried like a stupid idiot you know. Then, english, another complain, grr, KeyAng uhz! Anw, wasted 20 minutes of english, so YEY! Recess, Fatin was abit sick? Aw. Get well soon dearie (: Then it was MATHS, Mr. See tak datang, and he gave us worksheets. He's superb cute you knowww! His worksheet. From your friendly teacher, mr. (A pair of eyes). HAHAHA! Anyway, Ms Pek take over us. She ah macam sial -_- Goshhh. Then it was CDP and MrTay talk things out, saying this is the worst express class. We're the last, duhh! Then talk about smoking, and blah. Dismissal. Beh Affiey and Fel tinggalkan me mcm gitu aje, mentangmentang ade bola >;l Then took bus and drop off at interchange. Call papa, because idk where to go, woodlands or sembawang. He said go back woodlands so yeah my fxcking maid and ilyas came back and ate maggi. Bleah, then go back. Anw, i tried smt for two days, greehee, and somebody saw me doing that, my neighbour, hope she wont tell anybody, hee. (: It's nothing ok. Okeh byebye.

What am i? A credit card? You used it when you need money, and put it away, when you have much credits on your own? I think im just being a little too extra. Run to me, gossiping about each other? You both had the same fucking feeling, yet you're still close as ever? What about me? I dont mind, being there, when anybody needed me. But, the things i gave you, as if you two don't aprreciate it at all. I'm keeping quiet for the sake of friendship. I don't want any fights. Losing one by one, is such a burden to me. What more? What do you expect? I thought we'll last for life. Yeah, i want it to be. But, now? What? I know, i'm very different from you. I have my own things rather than you. But yeah, think about the others, when you don't have, friends, where will you go? we need to be together. I know, oh baby i know, i'm different. But, will you be there, when i need you? Will you let me say what i'm going to say? Will you cute me off? Will you let me have happiness of MY OWN ? Because, precisely, i don't have one. If you did gave it to me, you won't be finding me texting other people. You're not co-operating, with me. I'm not treating a dog or wtv. But, friends, need to co-operate. 3 years, or 2, still going strong. I don't want the flower that has three petals to drop. And the stalk that's making u stand, is friendship. And i'm the one, with the petal that's going down, and down, and browny. I need, your help to nuture me, to be by my side. Forever, and always. I never wanted everything this way, i'm sorry, but i just had to. I can't take it anymore. You both, just hurt me so much. Trust? Hm, what if the stories, i told you, the virtual love that i received, is some sort of kinda merepek to you. Think back, what did i have? Nothing. Yes, i had nothing. And imaginary friend is all i had. I'm living in my own world. I'm sorry, i have a tiny heart and i can't take it when you say this. I hope you'd just understand and start changing things around. :] Lastly, i'm sorry. I loved you both so much. But what did i get?