Im afraid to fall in love, again.

So yeah, read the title. I'm simply afraid. Yesterday i waited for like 12 hours ?! For him to online. So when he online, he nvr talk to me. (!!!) >;C He always talk seh. ;C So, yaw, im afraid to fall in love. I don't trust love anymore. So, love, goodbyeeeee! Weee! Dump love in dustbin. So, yesterday was like enjoying computer day. Cause i played like the whole day xD. K, forget yesterday. Today woke up, do stuff, eat. And play computer. And then playplayplay. Until 1 o'clock. Brother suppose to come back, but till 1.30 he never come back. Then suddenly heard him, and daddy. Daddy ask shut down, but i on and put Away. o.o Habbo is currently having maintanence! -'- Ihateit! Now i'm so bored. Booo ;C Only facebook, haiya. And brother wants to play computer. I admit, a kind of waiting for him. And he's like going to online at 11. Shikin must move on life. ZXC. I miss people! Tomorrow's school, yay. Results, when get ah? Robert Pattinson so hot. And currently in love with "Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park". I swear v nice. :D Well, old song, but i just realize it when i watch twilight o.o" Outdated ._." I dont care, it's nice. And i want to put at blog, but the song stopstop ?! I'll try find some other way. :O Wait, i'll try find the video. (Away) Aha! Found :D





I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
[End Chorus]

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

[Chorus]
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are

Nice ugh? :D And im so oh bored. Daddy's snoring. O.O Sister come back, bising oooiy. Habbo's still not okay. Maintanence, berjamjamjam. >:o Angry. I suddenly feel like i want to shift house? I want new home, this home, so messy! Full of exam papers. I want restart, refresh! Woohooo. I want own room! I want own computer/lappy! I want everything on my own. I want to be independant. Nyeheheh. Oh, bored. Nobody would even bother to talk to me except for him. But tsk, stupid. K luh, bye. Omg, i hate him. >:C