24 April 2009

Why is life so unfair?
Im crying like hell now. Life's so unfair. People hate me without reasons. Even my own mum. She's so unfair to me. She keeps defending my sister and brother! Fuck em! I wish i could have someone to hug tightly now. I cried like 20 buckets. What waste. But that's just a way i could let out the pain, inside. OhMyGod, life's so tough. I hate it. I could have just die. Everyone hates me. Everyone dont want to be with a person like me. Everyone dont want to. Nobody cared about this thing. Well, nobody. Cause, haha, you thought it was a joke, and all my feelings were just a quote to decorate my pm. I read people blog, and see who they were chatting with. They got so alot people talking to them. Me, no. Nobody fucking bothers to talk to me. I'm as if invinsible. Oh, i am invinsible, huh. Well, i can simply give up on life. I had no more strength to move on. I'm just so fucking useless. I'm nobody to anyone. I just realized all boys are so fucking same. I can't admire anyone. I can't believe in love. Cause i know they won't exchange the love i gave them. I don't give a damn about you people anymore. I know i had to walk, without falling. MYE was like a few more days, and i havent even study a fucking single thing! I'm useless. I'm a bitch.

I'm useless.
I'm useless.
I'm useless.
I'm useless.
I'm useless.
Thank you.
Very much.
:)

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