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Okay , ppl ! In this post , i'll tell about yesterday and today .

Yesterday

Went to Chinatown ! Only me and Rina came . The rest all didn't come , ugh ! And i need to call my mother cause didn't sign form , haiyo ! Called , and then set off . Partner with Alicia . Actually i partner w. Alicia and this kid chopped it first . Rina also dnt wnt you eyh ! Okay , nvm . The tour guide , Mdm Aina explained to us about Chinatown i think ? Because i ain't listening as i was listening to songs . So cold sial ! Okay , went there and walked around . Break time , ate Mee Siam . My shirt got the stain siol . -.- I dnt knw how to eat. I saw this nice shades . It was so nice siaaa ! Ughugh , craving for that shade . Okay , i'll name it , 'Stripe Shades' . Gonna be in my Wish list ! :D And we were given time to shop . Me and Rina thought of buying that shades . Was sucha long way from where we started . And we are going to reach the place , and saw a monster , MDM SITI MAZNI ! Ughughugh ! DAMN ! She was sucha KPO siol ! Nt her class then want to come ! I saw Fatin , meaning her class was there . and i badly want the shades ! >.<

Today
I didn't attend Woodlands Ring ! :D Cause i got fever in the morning . I always got fever IN THE MORNING . But in the afternoon , not . And that's hard for people to believe that i am sick . Went to cousin's house . Cause need to eat breakfast . Momma never cook . And waited till 1pm to come down in front school to meet felly . She wanted to send photos . That HENG HOW go nagnagnag siol . Pao toh pao toh lor . Like i freaking care , bustard ! You tell , i nvr die right ? _l_ Stupid siol ! NVM , i won't die -.- after that , felly's admire passed by her and stared at her . She was so curios siol ! Heh , felly , get him soon ! :D I really pleaded Felly to follow me to go meet Lelly and Ana all , but she don't want . And i shouted and screamed and like mad ask her ! And Hilda was there too . She said she wanna go back bathe and sleep .. haiyoo . And Felly said she wanna go accompany me . And i was like YAY ! Walked half way . And at the badminton court . Saw Fatin , Shaf and Haziqah all . They skip school . And go wlk till the block there ? And chit chatted -.- And finally Hilda and Felly also wnna go home ! Ughs . So , I couldn't meet Ana . Picet lel bnyk kali pon tk dpt uhs . Thn , followed Fatin , shaf and Haziqah because they wnna sound someone . I thought go there can see Lel they all . But there's no one . So , i think they've gone cause waited for me too long

I'm writing this just to express my feelings to you all .
If you all don't want to know , don't bother reading.
I don't know why i am feeling this now .
Not yesterday , not a year ago , not even a day ago .
But , only now , now , NOW .
I don't know why i am feeling this way .
I felt like the world's laughing . Laughing at me .
I dnt knw why .
I just hate it . Really .
I felt like , i'm the unperfect-est of the unperfect-est .
In other words , i'm the unperfect one .
I felt like , i just wasted my time living in this world .
Everyone's wooing , everyone's insulting .
And it really hurts so bad .
It's a deep cut in my heart .
And it's as deeper as it can be .
i dnt knw why i'm feeling like this .
I read people's blog , and they told their feelings .
But , all your feelings are not as poor as mine .
Mine really hurts .
I just regretted on living on .
I might as well die .
So , everything would be in peace .
I had enough of the human's insulting and killing me .
I sometimes hid or ran just to prevent me from getting hurt .
And i sometimes get bullied .
And they're taking advantage of me .
They treat me as a dog .
And i'm not one .
They are so sarcastic !
I dont know why the humans are doing these .
They're punishing me .
Punishing me for no reason .
It's totally unfair for me .
I hate this people .
And i really hate to see them .
Human's are really greedy .
Once they had little , they want more .
And , i'm sorry .
I just wanna spit it out .
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