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Today

Went to sch quite late .7.00 reach sch .Quite late .Then go canteen .Saw Vanilla .Then go canteen .Then saw Sabrina and gans ,they all .Then go up hall .Haven't do homework .Need do maths practice book , left at class .Need do mindma for science , textbook left at class .-_-" . Uh ,then go bck class ,quickly do th maths worksheet .Then skipskipskip studies .Forward it .
Then after school go back .Sister at home ler , she never go school .Then she say mama ask go 888 plaza to buy something .Then i mst follow le .Then when crossing th road , saw Girl Rileks Gang .Oh , it's such a big group .Can't see their faces cause never wear spectacles . Blur , xD .

Then when climbing up th stairs , saw Vanilla , Felly ! Then her brother also copy her shout my name .Her brother's shout is damn freaking loud thn her .Oh , loudspeakerrr ! Then go NTUC first .Then went Basic Point . New Basic Point one .I wanted to buy coloured pens .Then see th price 95 cent . Woah ! Th price is getting expesive .Lst time 80 cent only .Then bought 5 .

Maroon , red , blue , pink and purple .Because lost all of tht . I bought 8 .Then when friends borrow , i ask fr it bck , then they point each other , this one take laa , this one take laa .

Then finally , didn't get bck . And i lost 7 of it .Left th yellow one .And i suspect it was her and her who took it . Or mayb her .Then after tht , went to 7eleven to buy big gulp .Then walk to home .Then reach home alr , on comps , checked friendster , then nw blogging .Idk , it seems my friends are betraying me . Idk , dnt ask me why .

Dear loves ,

you said you love me but it seems tht you dnt .I'm nt talking this to everyone but some . You knw who you are .One , you always wnts me to buy your things .Why cnt you buy yourself ?Yes , your mummy wont let you go out , so wht ? When you go out with your mummy cn right ? Then when i go bck , i saw you slacking here and there , then your mummy dnt scold ? Tht time cn be used to buy your things .You think wht ? Im so free to buy your stuffs ?And you're using me i've realized tht .First you took my watch , yes i still love you .Then nw , you're talking about me behind my bck ? Wht th fuck is this ?I dnt wnt my eyes to control my tears anymore .Two , why cant you stop stealing ?You took my green pen and ruler .Idk why tht ruler is so precious to me .Someone gave it to me . Ask me personally who is it .I dnt love or like tht someone , but its a sign of friendship .Why must you treat me this way ? I knw you cnt afford tht things . Then you buy branded things ? Where did you use th money frm . You wanna take th green pen ? Go on . But please please give me bck my ruler ! My ruler rules ! It owns me .Three , you're jst going with her .You said you'll accompany me everywhere i go . But it's upside dwn . It's me who accompany you . Idk whts wrong .you said you'll always walk with me , but you dnt .It's me who's with you .Nt you who's with me .Im feeling like giving up , but i cnt . I cnt jst throw those memories we've created .

Fuck of those tears

Fuck of those fears

I wanna be who i am .

But i wont jst let go my precious .

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